The Basic Needs

That's all a fact, that at what ever age we are in, a kindle will always be there at our heart. At heart we always want to have someone in our life with whom we are kid again, We can behave like kid with them, do all those activity which we has been suppressed down due to formality and false armour.

We all are human being and when we get into such relationship, which takes us back to our child hood, where we can enjoy all those same thing which we left back long ago, where no show off is there, no restriction is there , no analyze part is there. We act and behave in the lap of one in front, we enjoy and cherish those time and want those time back in our life always.

We want someone who can take care of 'me'. With whom we can be 'I'. I can run in rains, do silly acts whichever is coming in mind. Hug them as we did when we were kid and let pass all our burdens and pressure, we will be at cloud nine.

It hardly matter whether we are married, divorced, reaching your 20's , 30's, 40's 50's. We must go out and link our self with that someone who can give the freedom and space to do all these things which makes us go back in our kid days. It hardly matter whether they are our known friend or office friend or business friend whoever. The point is to find someone who is also non selfish and deserve the worth.

It is all known that to release our frustration , pressure and that loneliness we can have cigrates, liquor but mind you either you are guy or gal these are temporarily relieving stuff. Go find someone who can give you these kinder stuff. I hope major of us are not satisfied with their current relation and giving all 100% to one relation is the dumbest thing we can do. Trust is what is needed in each relationship, what ever it may be. Go find it with anyone who fits into this and as I know every one has that extra someone in their life they need to find and open up with them to enjoy the life and get the most of it. Go get It, Try to Find yourself. Be back on track....

UNEVEN BUT SADLY TRUE...

I don’t know but life is sucking like anything. As earlier also written that I cann’t go ahead with this lady which whom I have been tied to in relation ship.

Uneven mood charges is taking place, the moment I am hearing her voice, from last 3 days or the moment I see her I thought go blank . Due to family pressure I do not utter any word to her but the frustration is coming out to someone else. In the morning I was harse on my bro and in the evening on my sis. Both of them were tears in their eye due to my behavior. I otherwise have not made then cry due to my words.

Somewhere mental imbalance stage is what I am in. That’s for sure that I can not leave with this girl for life long. And if I try to live with her, I will have such mental imbalance phase. And apart from that extra martial affair will surely be on card, why because every one want to behave like a kid in someones front, every man had a feeling that his lady may able to control his little kid inside, and every man wants to be friendly with the same mental level.

I up till now was not intimated with anyone but seeing this situation I am sure that this can not be a long hold stage. Those thing which I don’t wanted , I had been compelled to do.

I don’t know which way I will lead.. at times my life seems finish … For whom I have to be hear??? WHY I have to leave?? this question hovers in the mind.

The relation of parents also seems to be losing its respect. My mental stage is going to such an extent where thing are hard to control from my conscious end.

I dont know why I am not abel to control my mind. Almighty plan are hard to understand.